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HIATUS

hiatus muna ako...

magulo ang isip at nahihirapan..

sana makabalik ako...

TAGLI.....mot

ni-tag ako ni pilar..dahil sa mabait (at bored na din) gagawin ko na..

simple lang ang direction.pang grade 1 kumbaga..maglagay daw ng 10 facts about u..9 is true tapos ung 1 false ( i mean not real)..ok, game na!!

1. sumali ako sa little ms. philippines (ung sa eat bulaga) nung circa '80..kabatch ko sina aiza s..umabot ako sa finals. tapos nung final day, di ako nagtalent..naginarte ako..umiyak lang ako sa backstage at di tinuloy ang laban..galit na galit nanay ko..lol

2. di ko alam kung masipag ako magaral o masipag lang ako mangopya. unang course ko psychology.i graduated nung 2003. then last year nagaral ulit ako..nursing naman..awa ni Lord natapos ko sha..

3. mahilig ako magcar race..kung saan saan ako nakakarating dahil sa mga race na yan..gusto ko nung adrenaline rush...gusto ko matutuhan ang drifting..

4. i own a gun (totoong gun po)..nahilig kasi ako sa gun before..ngayon ayun, nakatago sa cabinet at may susi pa..baka kc magdilim ang isip ko eh (warfreak ang dating)..lol

5. iyakin ako..sobrang babaw ng luha ko..minsan nanonood lang ako ng soap opera sa TFC naiiyak na ako o kaya may contestant sa wowowee na nakakaawa naku panigurado sumisinghot singhot na ako..

6.  mabubuhay ako kahit pansit lang ang pagkain ko..kahit anong klase gusto ko, mapa canton instant man o hindi, bihon, palabok at kung anu ano pa..nakakarating ako sa bulacan from cavite makakain lang ng pansit....samahan mo ng soda o khit pop cola (too bad walang pop cola dito) na malamig..solve na ako.. 

7. may tattoo ako..dalawa sha..chinese character..tagal ko tinago kasi feeling ko magagalit nanay at tatay ko..nung nakita nila tinanong lang ako ano ibig sabihin nun..tapos deadma na..may eksena pa na pinagmalaki ng nanay ko sa mga friends nya na may tattoo ang paborito nyang anak..

8. Bilib ako sa mga guys na nagpapakita ng emotion (basta hwag naman ung OA)..di sila natatakot umiyak sa harap ng ibang tao....di sila natatakot na baka masira ang image nila.."only tough guys can show their true emotions". gusto ko ung guy na parang tough pero may hidden na gayness..

9.  malakas ako mangasar..pero i know naman when to stop at pinipili ko yung inaasar ko..minsan di din obvious na ikaw ung pinatatamaan ko..i love it kapag ung inaasar ko inaasar din ako..bawal ang pikon..sabi nga ng nanay ko sutil ako..

10. nung maliit ako, actually hanggang ngayon maliit pa din ako, so let me rephrase my sentence.. nung mas maliit ako  tuwing summer ineenroll ako ni mother dear sa kung ano ano..sabi nya para daw may paglibangan ako..nag piano lessons ako, guitar, ballet, painting at swimming..awa ni Lord wala akong nakahiligan jan except swimming..

ayan natapos ko din..dumugo ang brains ko at kumulot ang bangs ko dahil sa tag na ito..wala akong itatag..khit sino pwede gawin ito..

cRaViNg 4 TaPsiLog!!

a friend was shot last night by unknown stupid asian (yes i'm asian too) in a pizza place 10 minutes away from his pad..he's in the ICU right now, still unconscious but stable..the worst part is asa pinas ang whole family nya and in 2 weeks pa ang balik..we don't know how to contact them..the police just called one of our friends kasi sha ung last sa call list ng phone nya..we (buong 'kada) all went there last night..i was there right after my shift..nasa OR parin sha..natapos ang surgery nya after 3 hours..nakakuha sila ng 3 bullets..one sa may camel bone, isa sa batok at isa sa lower back..binaril sha ng walang kalaban laban at literal na patalikod..we still don't know what happened..wala pang witness na lumalabas..we miss you na migs..superbowl pa naman sa sunday..sino na ang magggrill ng tilapia at pork taba??sino na ang tanggero??sino na ang poker king??sino na ang partner ko sa inuman??get well soon migs..promise di na kita dadayain sa inuman..kampi na tayo..lalasingin natin sila..i miss you bugoy...

sabi nila you'll meet love in the most unexpected way..actually i really don't know pano at kelan nagstart ito..everything happened so fast..we started sa blog (asan na ung blog mo??gusto ko pa naman ilink dito..), pasilip silip lang at iwan ng comment then plurk, same with blog na pasilip silip lang  then YM..you asked for my number then we started talking on the phone kahit long distance..we started talking almost the whole day na..then you started to make pacute na (walang pakeelaman, blog ko 'to..open mo na site mo para makabawi ka..lol) ako naman si gaga nagpauto..lol..the next thing we know we both fell na..we both tried na pigilan (pero malakas ang ginamit mong gayuma eh)..we both know how complicated this will be..we both know where to stand on each other lives..you never demanded nor ask anything from me (except the cam thing)..some people may think na hindi tama ito, the hell i care with them..kung ganon 

AYOKO NA MAGING TAMA!!!..

at first i thought this is just an affair pero sabi mo nga, and i quote:

"Okay, we're not going to have an affair. No sweetie, i don't want it to label as an affair. We both know that we're in our right minds to know what we're doing. And having an affair... scratch that. Affairs hindi tumatagal..Understanding, tumatagal. So...what do you want? :) I want ours to last. But don't worry, masunurin akong bata. I know my role, i know where to stand"

 -- Gel a.k.a.hari ng sungit!!!  

Thank you for making me feel special despite our distance, thanks for staying up late just to keep me company, thank you for making me smile during sa times na i want to cry na..

thank you Gel!!

i'll see you soon..pretty soon...

like what i've said : "i'll travel across the globe just to see and be with you"..

aminin mo gel, kinilig ka??!!

= )

Life is short..

have an affair...

i saw these lines sa isang website through a friend..

naaliw lang ako...

do i smell an affair coming??

tired...

the past week has been a long week for me..

i started my orientation last week..for two days all we did was paper works..then wednesday till friday i was oriented on the floor..being a nurse is not easy specially if you don't know the patients..it took me a while to absorb everything.. as what my preceptors told me, nursing is a continous learning process..i had fun during those days..starting monday, magiisa na ako sa floor..bahala na si Lord...

sabi nga nila, pag maganda ang career ng isang tao di naman maganda ang lovelife nya..we had problems this past week..we never argue na for a while..i think it's been a year since our last arguement..bigla nalang akong napauno sa kanya..ako kasi ung tipo ng tao na mahaba ang pasensya..hangang kaya ko di ako magsasalita..pero last wednesday napuno na ako sobra..di ko alam pano nangyari basta ang alam ko umiiyak nalang ako habang nagsasabi ng sama ng loob..alam ko i was so busy last week with my career but God knows im trying to have time with him..kahit anung pagod ko i'll see to it na nagkita kmi or magkwentuhan sa phone..i never forget to call him..but he's being inconsiderate and insensitive...infairness to him he's supportive naman sa new career ko..lagi nyang sinasabi na he's okay but he's telling me that in a sarcastic way..i confronted him then next thing i know nagaaway na kmi..till now, magulo parin kmi..malumanay na kami pareho pero parang may malaking wall parin between us..kakapagod na ung ganito..minsan naiisip ko mahal ko pa ba sha o nasanay nalang akong anjan sha??..i asked him if he still love me coz feeling ko ayaw na nya and he's just waiting me na maginitiate so that what i did..if ever na sabihin nya na di na nya ako mahal, then it's over..he told na me he still love me and he love me more each day..pero bakit ganun sha..i can't understand him anymore..last year we broke up but after couple of days nagkabalikan din kami..ayokong mauwi sa hiwalayan ito ulit pero nasstress na ako..

hopefully everything will be okay..sinubukan ko ng gawin lahat..ilang araw na din ako nagdadrama magisa..

Napapagod ba talaga ang puso??

anu gagawin nyo kung pagod na talaga??

cHApTeR 2..

new year new life..i know medjo late nato para sa new year achuchuchu entry...medjo may pagbabago lang sa buhay ko this past days...di ko lam kung maeexcite, matatakot, mapapraning or happy ako..basta ang alam ko i'm very thankful kung anung meron ako...

di ko lam kung anu pumasok sa utak ko kagabi..ang alam ko nakababad ako sa plurk then the next thing i know kinakalikot ko ang e-bahay ko..kaya ayan bagong anyo ang aking bahay..di pa sha mashadong ayos pero pede na pagchagaan..promise pag may time ako this weekend aayusin ko..

sa monday (01/11) (errr...sowi 01/12 pala..) na ang start ng orientation ko sa new job ko...starting monday official na ang pagiging nars ko..excited ako kasi bago ito sa buhay ko..after 3 years of office job balik na ako sa patient care at bedside..im so happy kasi ung pinaghirapan ko ng 1 1/2 years is all worth it at masasabi ko na may fruits na ang labor ko..i'm so happy thin coz i need to wear cute scrubs again..i like it rather than my office attire...natatakot din ako at the same time because ang laki na ng responsibility ko..buhay na ang hawak ko..daming responsibility na kasama ang lisensya ko...i need to deal with crazy doctors na din..same company din me..nagchange lang ako ng department..atleast kilala ko na ang mga co workers ko..bawas adjustment din un..i'm so looking forward sa new chapter ng buhay ko..sabi nag ni Kim sa My Girl Tira Tira!!!

sa march uuwi ako ng pinas..naplano na namin ni Pat..3 weeks ako sa pinas..naghahanap kami ng ticket..grabe mahal na kasi peak season na..wala akong pake kung mahal...pagiipunan ko nalang.. ang mahalaga makauwi ako to be with my friends and family...matagal na namin gusto ni Pat tumulong sa charity..we've decided na we share our blessings this march..naghahanap kami ng foundation/ ampunan na pwede tulungan..gusto namin magpakain or magoutreach..personally, i prefer ampunan..malapit sa heart ko ang mga kids..kung may alam kayo pls let me know...naexcite na din ako kasi tagal ko na gusto gawin ito...ang plano ko everytime na uuwi ako i'll visit them and give something...

Happy weekend everyone!!!

cRaZy 4 U

napapraning nanaman ako..

i had a dream..actually 2 nights ko sha magkasunod napanaginipan..

nahuli ko daw si boypren na may babae..at ang malupit dun ang kilala ko ung babae nya..dati naming classmate na may gusto sa kanya na nilandi nya dati..oo nilandi nya at inamin nya kaso ang masama umasa si girl..g*go din kc itong si pat sabi ba naman na iiwan daw nya ako para sa babae na un..nung tinanong ko si pat bakit nya sinabi un sabi nya lasing daw sha...actually break kami nung mga panahon na un kaya wala ako magawa...pinatawad ko siya dahil pinatunayan din naman nya sakin na nagsisi sha at ako talaga mahal nya....di ko nakalimutan ung atraso nya pero pinatawad ko sha..

balik tyo sa dream ko, ang setting is sa school daw namin..nahuli ko na nilalandi nya..i confronted him daw then i asked him na pumili..pinili nya ako...

kahit pinili nya ako iba padin daw pakiramdam ko..naging paranoid na ako..

i know dream lang sha at sabi nga ng prof ko nung college, ang dreams daw is ung mga bagay na iniisip mo...

pero grabe parang totoo..ni-kwento ko kay pat, sabi nya kung anu ano daw kasi iniisip ko...

sa totoo lang, naghihinala na ako eh...wala naman ako evidence...di ko lam kung praning lang talaga ako o takot lang ako sa sarili kong multo..sabi nga nila ang magnanakaw galit sa kapwa magnanakaw...

di ako magmamalinis, sa 4 years na relationship namin i had my own share of flirting..lalo na ung first 2 years namin...drum drum na luha na din ang iniyak ni pat dahil sakin at sa mga kalokohan ko...pero from that i've learned a lot and i realized how much i love him...

sana nga napapraning lang ako...sana nga wala shang iba...sana nga ako lang...

sNaTcHeD!!!

grabe bilis ng araw..weekend agad..atleast tapos na holiday, pwede na ko magdiet..i snatched this survey from my sis' blog..naaliw lang me sagutan...

1. What did you do in 2008 that you've never done before?
--go to the library and study...sa 26 years ng buhay ko first time ko pumunta ng library at magstudy..worth it naman..

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
-- i can't remember na kung my resolution ako last 08..kaya ngayon plans nalang ang gagawin ko at hopefully magawa ko lahat...

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
-- wala po..

4. Did anyone close to you die?
-- Pat's grandpa..medjo close kami..

5. What country did you visit?
-- shempre my loving pinas..

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
--focus..madali kasi ako mawala sa focus..

7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

-- December 12, 2008..nag paid off lahat ng paghihirap ko..

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
-- being a nurse!!

9. What was your biggest failure?
-- wala me maisip...

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
-= yup..mahilig me magcollect ng sakit..i had asthma, recurrent stomach pain..at madami pang iba..

11. What was the best thing you bought?
-- small things for my love ones..iba kasi ung happiness kapag may napapasaya kang tao na mahal mo..

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
-- Pat's patience..super iksi kasi ng patience nya pero unti unti nang humahaba..

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
-- hay naku..iniwan ko na ang mga negative vibes nung 08...

14. Where did most of your money go?
--school and review classes..at shempre bills, bills at bills parin..

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
--passing the boards..nagsasawa na kasi ako sa work ko..

16. What songs will always remind you of 2008?
-- forevermore chaka ung kay sarah geronimo..di ko sure ung title basta ung OST ng very special love..

17. Compared to this time last year, you are:
--lil more focused...

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

--more time with my love ones..

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
-- being bratty..it's just waste of time..

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
-- We spent it already.. spend it with my friends and pat's fam..

21. Did you fall in love in 2008?
-- shempre...i'm everyday in love since 2004...pwera nalang sa mga time na may topak ako..

22. How many one-night stands?
--wala!!good girl na ako..

23. What was your favorite TV program?
--sa TFC i was hooked sa kahit isang saglit, pinoy fear factor ang pieta..sa local channel dito i like john and kate plus 8 of TLC chaka some reality show/ search ng MTV and VH1..

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
-- oo naman..pero ni-let go ko na ung hatred..bahala na si Papa God and i believe in karma..

25. What was the best book you read?
-- nclex review cram..shempre dahil jan pumasa ang beauty ko..

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
-- wala...i'm not into music kasi..

27. What did you want and got?
-- i want to pass my nclex and i did..

28. What was your favorite film of this year?
-- ung kay sarah and john lloyd..we watched it twice..buti nalang 1 week ang screening dito..

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
--celebrated it with pat and my friends..i was 26..

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
--longer vacation sa pinas siguro...bitin ung huling uwi ako..

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
--casual siguro pero naging mas daring ako..

32. What kept you sane?
- my family and pat..

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
-- wala..

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
-- Economic Crisis! dami kasing affected eh..kakaawa ung mga nawalan ng jobs..

35. Who did you miss?
--family and friends sa pinas..

36. Who was the best new person you met?
--hmmm....

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:

--The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: decide what you want..

happy weekend everyone!!!

bye 2008...hello 2009...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

grabe bilis ng panahon..2008 is almost over (i mean 10 hours nalang)..say hello to 2009...new year new chapter..super dami ang nangyari sakin this 2008..some of them are not that nice while some of them naman are nice naman..

highlights of my 2008:
April - i graduated from nursing school..(sandamakmak na luha, pagod at puyat bago ako nakagraduate..i'm about to give up pero sabi nga nila fight lang ng fight.)
May - June - my well deserved vacation sa pinas...(super enjoy at fun to be with my family and friends again)..medjo bitin ung vacation ko pero pwede na din..super sinulit ko ang stay ko sa pinas...
December - i've passed the nclex..lahat ng pagod puyat at sacrifice ko is nagbunga...
- i started this blog...

yan lang naman ang highlights ng 2008 ko..konti sha compared sa ibang tao pero i can say na my 2008 is so fruitfull...may mga bagay akong nagawa na di ko expect na i can do it pa pala...may mga pinagsisihan din ako this past year kaso i can't do anything na para mabalik ung past..dami kong natutunang valuable lessons in life from that experience...now i can say na i'm a better person, a stronger person..i want to thank the Lord for all the blessings na binigay nya..thank you sa family ko dahil even though di kami sama -sama i know na we still love each other and we'll always be there para sa isa't isa, salamat sa friends ko (dito at sa pinas) for being there, sa pagtyatyaga sa mga tantrums at kabaliwan ko (i love you guys!)...salamat din sa mga new friends ko sa blogging world..lastly salamat kay papa Pat for being there inspite of everything..i know madami akong pagkukulang but still you stood beside me padin..i love you baby boy!

as 2009 approaches iniisip ko kung ano magiging resolution ko this year..yearly may resolution ako pero di ko naman natutupad..siguro i'll call it nalang my plans for 2009 (para maiba naman)

- be slimmer (kailangan ko pumayat!!ayokong umuwi sa pinas na muka akong lumba lumba)
- spend more time with my family in pinas..i know medjo mahirap ito (at higit sa lahat magastos) pero i'm planning to go home twice (around march or april and december)
- work, work, work...para may pang-uwi sa pinas..
- be more matured..try ko (try ko lang ha) hwag na magtantrums...
- be a good girl..medjo mahirap ito dahil sa mga temptation pero promise ko sa sarili ko i'll be a good girl na..
- to have more friends sa blogging world..

i wish everybody a safe and fruitfull 2009...

pasko, paksiw

grabe nilalangaw na ata blog ko..pasensha na po kung di nakapagblog..medjo may pinagkaabalahan lang this past days..

belated happy pasko sa lahat...

musta pasko nyo??okay naman christmas ko..happy naman..i spend christmas eve with pat's family...asa pinas kc whole family ko..his family is nice.ung parents nya super cool...they treat me na as their daughter..ung mga bro nya super nice din..we went to church then we had noche buena..grabe dami ko nakain (partida nahihiya pa ko nyan..hehehe)..kahit matagal na kami nahihiya padin ako sa family nya lalo na kapag andun kmi sa bahay nila...tapos 25th we went to our friends house..magisa lang din kasi sha..nag potluck kmi then nagchip-in kami to buy lechon..grabe sarap ng malutong na balat..yummy..daming food...may chicken, caldereta, laing, menudo, rice, ham, different desserts..gumawa si babols ng sisig..super sarap..dami ko nakain..sira nanaman diet ko..shempre di din mawawala ang alak..may mga nalasing...after lunch we had games..every year nagchichip in din kmi to buy prizes..this year we want it to be different..imbis na nonsense gift ang prize we thought of giving foods (rice, canned goods, and some necessities) as prizes..lahat naman nagenjoy sa prize..nanalo kmi ni pat ng 25 lbs of bigas..im so happy kasi mahal na bigas eh..hehehe..after the games exchange gift na then inuman na...we finished late na din so everybody decided na mag sleepover na since most of us are off the next day...

Pat gave me a couch bag...shempre natouch ako kasi this past month i've been eyeing on that purse kaso sabi ko next time ko nalang sha bilhin kasi medjo mahal...i love the purse and shempre i love him din..i gave pat naman a new leather black jacket...terno sha sa big bike nya..im so happy kasi nagustuhan nya ung gift ko kahit sale ko sha nabili..

my family may not be here this past holiday pero kahit ganun i still have pat, his wonderful family and our 'kada na parang pamilya ko na din..next year for sure asa pinas me for holiday..pat promised me that we'll spend christmas and new year sa pinas naramdaman daw nya kasi na di ako masyadong happy and he knows daw un lang makakapagpasaya sakin...

kayo, how did you spend ur holiday???

dooonut bai

grabe this past week i was so low..feeling ko may seasonal affective disorder na ako..or siguro because of holiday blues..di naman sa ayoko ng christmas it's just that i'm not into it tulad ng ibang people..i don't know..maybe because of my childhood kaya ganun..i never experienced celebrating holiday with a complete family..i was 2 years old nung nagabroad na daddy ko..it was my childhood wish na mabuo kami pro hanggang ngayon unfortunately di pa din natupad hanggang sa naggive up na ako..siguro God has a better plan for all of us..anyway, dahil sa kapraningan ko this past days nagaway kmi ni boyplen nung friday..nagkataon na mainit ulo nya at nagiinarte ako..ayun ang end up "away"..nagwalk out sha without saying a word..wala na akong nagawa kundi umiyak..then saturday morning nagtext sha:

PAT: =)
LoV: morning!
PAT: sori po
LoV: for what? (patay malisya kunyari)
PAT: for walking out, for being immature..
LoV: ah ok..ayus lang un..(wala talaga ako sa mood makipagtext)
PAT: u want to eat out
LoV: no thanks..(alam nya na lumalambot puso ko basta may food pero this time deadma ako)

then di na sha nagreply..so deadma na ako..i just stayed the whole day sa bahay..he'll call me once in while to check if im okay..sinasagot ko naman..then sunday came nagchurch ako ng morning (oo magisa lang ako nagsimba..ayoko ng may kasama that day..praning talaga ako)..paguwi ko may krispy kreme donut sa dining table ko then my note..(di ko mahanap USB ng cam ko kaya di ko maupload ung pic ng note)..sabi sa note:

LoV,
i'm sorry..bati na tyo..donuts for my baby...
love you so much..
Pat

alam nya na fave ko krispy kreme, ewan ko ba biglang lumambot puso ko..parang nakalimutan ko lahat ng kapraningan ko..narealize ko na OA na ako..nadadamay na ibang tao..i called him to say sorry..tapos habang kausap ko sha may nag knock sa door ko..sha pala..di pa sha umuwi..nakapark lang sha malapit samin..hinihintay talaga tawag ko..i just hugged him tight..bigla ko shang namiss..i asked him kung gaano nya ako kamahal..he said "imagine mo na umuulan then saluhin mo ung rain ng kamay mo..ung mga hindi mo masasalo ganun kita kamahal"..kinilig naman ako..this past day sha ung pinaka naapektuhan sa attitude ko..i hope this coming week will be a better week..

i just realized one thing ...damn!!donut lang pala katapat ko!!

TAG - lungkot..

i feel lil bit better..i don't know bakit this past days i was so sad...super thank you sa mga nagiwan ng comment..salamat sa cheer up..natouch me..

tagal ko pla di nakapagblog..nasira kasi laptop ko..nireformat ko pa..kakainis lang nawala lahat ng file kasama mga pics ko since 2006..pics from school, pics ng family, pics namin ni boyplen at higit sa lahat MGA pics nung vacation ko sa pinas...waaahhh..

im so happy to be back..

ni-tag ako ni "LORD CM"...di ko lam sino itatag ko kasi konti palang naman friends ko..

“The rules are simple. Use Google Images to search for the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.”

1. the age of my next birthday

(kakaturn ko lang ng 26 last month..i'll be 27 next year..tanda ko na pala..)

2. Place I would like to travel

(shempre pinas gusto ko puntahan..love ur own...)

3. My favorite place

(i love to go to different restaurant..kahit anong kind game ako..)

4. My favorite thing

(it's hard to live without lappy and cellphone..)

5.My favorite food

(I so love kare - kare..gugutom tuloy ako..)

6. My favorite color

(baby pink is my color..i like anything basta pink)

7. The city i reside now

(dito ko ngayon sa lungsod ng San Francisco, estado ng California, bansa ni uncle sam..)

8. the city I was born

(i was born and raised in Las Pinas City, Philippines)

9. My college major

(first major was BS Psychology, graduated 2003..i just finished my nursing last may 2008..sipag ko pala magaral o masipag lang ako mangopya..hehehe)

10. Name of your first love

(first love??si joven po..high school jowa ko..asan na kaya sha ngayon??)

11. A bad habit

(i love eating sa mga resto kahit minsan may food naman sa house gusto ko labas parin..i think bad habit na yon.)

12. My hobby

(mahilig ako matulog..sabi nga nila talent ko yan..i can sleep the whole day..antukin kasi ako o kaya sadyang tamad lang)

13. My wish list

(right now, i need peace of mind un lang..pag meron ako nyan everything will follow..)

ngayon, sino naman kaya itatag ko..hmmm...

sige, nitatag ko sina BLOOM, JAY, PAJAY, A.R.D.Y.E.Y., YIN AT MIKE of I EXIST..un lang po..

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i should be happy..di ako dapat ganito..dapat masaya ako..pero bakit ganito

I'M FREAKIN' SAD!!!..

to the highest level..

i feel like cryin'...

will somebody help me..

pahabol: sorry kung di me nakakapagblog hop..bawi ako bukas..

i did it!!

i'm so happy..

I passed the boards...

thank God!!

salamat sa lahat ng nagpray..

it's work, work and work time...

sana pumasa din sha...

tanong lang...

Sinamahan ko ung friend ko na si babols kanina sa mall...chikahan at foodtrip kmi kanina...napunta ang aming chikahan sa tanong na:

"ang taong mahal ka

o

ang taong mahal mo???"

napaisip tuloy ako..anu nga ba ang mas nakakabuti?taong mahal mo o taong mahal ka?..sabi ni babols sha daw dun sha sa taong mahal sha dahil dadating din ang panahon na madevelop sha..sabay react ako "pano kung di ka madevelop??"..di nakasagot ang loka at nagaya nalang kumain ng ice cream (kahit super lamig na dito)..paguwi ko napaisip ulit ako..anu nga ba ang opinyon ko dito..tinanong ko si boyplen sabi nya dun daw sha sa taong mahal nya..di na ako nagtanong kung bakit..sabi ko di ba pede pareho..di ba mas maganda kung mahal mo ung tao tapos mahal ka din nya...sabi nya di naman daw sa lahat ng pagkakataon eh mutual ang feeling..may mga tao at pagkakataon daw na kailangan magdesisyon..ang hirap naman pag ganun sitwasyon..buti nalang kahit pano may konting swerte ako..di ko kailangan magdesisyon ng ganyan..



kayo anong pananaw nyo??share nyo naman..

weekender

weekend recap:
12/06/08

• dumating na si pinkie..so happy..
• nanalo si pacman..dami nanaman datung ng lolo mo..
• nag-bbq kmi...grabe sarap..samahan mo pa ng oyster with lemon..yummy..
• shempre pag may laban si pacman mawawala ba ang inuman..
• bagong balik ung friend ko from manila, ang pasalubong nya samin Lambanog bubble gum flavor..
• i was drunk..(opo nalasing ang beauty ko at sampu ng mga kaibigan ko)..kasalanan ni pacqiao ito..hehehe...
• sleepover sa house ng friend ko..buong tropa sleepover kasi wala ng makapagdrive..
• first time ulit nagenjoy after review and exam..
• share ko lang, nakakatawa si boyplen, gulat sha paggising nya..katabi nya si bebot..sabi nya sakin bakit daw ang huli nyang naalala nung night na un is ako ang katabi nya then paggising nya katabi na nya si bebot (gay friend nmn na may pagnanasa sa kanya)..napraning naman ang lolo nyo..(actually khit ako di ko lam pano nangyari un..)

12/07/08

• nagising ng may matinding hang over..iba tlga tama ng lambanog chaka hennessy..hmp..
• nagbreakfast ang buong tropa sa dennis..di naman ako makakain ng maayos...
• nagpahinga muna ng konti then bloghop..
• nabasa ko sa blog ni BLOOM na namatay na daw si marky cielo..grabe di ako makapaniwala..ang bata nya pa..infairness cutie pie sha..may his soul rest in peace..
• kachat ang mga sisteret sa pinas..namiss ko sila bigla.. :(
• went to church..pasalamat kay Lord sa lahat ng blessing chaka hingi din ng guidance and strength..
• dinner kmi ni boyplen..tapos uwi na kasi may work na ko the next day..

un lang naman po ang pinagkaabalahan ko last dayoff/weekend ko..tiring pero masaya naman..kayo kamusta naman weekend nyo??

new baby

dumating na yung helmet ko..2 weeks ago ko pa inorder online grabe kanina lang dumating..shempre naexcite naman ako buksan ung box..pangalawang helmet ko na ito...ung first helmet ko, i named her "helmie" (ang corny no?!)..my friend accidentally dropped her..wala namang major damage kaso ang sabi dun sa parang manual nya na if you dropped it don't use it again kahit walang damage kasi di na sha safe..ayoko naman i take ung chance...wala naman akong plano bumili ng helmet dahil medjo malamig na dito and winter is coming so hindi muna kmi magbibike (di ko alam kung bike ang tawag o motor..sa pinas kasi tawag motor while dito bike tawag) ni boyplen..hindi po ako ang nagbibike, umaangkas lang ang beauty ko..ung maliit nga na bike di ako marunong pano pa ung malaki (mas malaki pa sakin)..opo mga friends di ako marunong magbike..ewan ko ba kung bakit di ako natuto nung bagets ako..gusto ko lang ung umaangkas..bukod sa nakahug kay boyplen iba ung feeling lalo na pag mabilis..iba ung rush na mararamdaman mo..i know it's not safe..shempre mega pray muna kami before umalis at pagdating sa pupuntahan namin..

Meet "helmie"

meet "pinkie" my new baby

sale ko sha nabili..50% off kaya mejo mura sha..sayang naman ung masasave ko kaya binili ko na sha..naexcite na ko isama sha sa mga joyride namin kaso baka sa march ko pa sha magamit kasi di ko kaya yung lamig..sa ngayon nakadisplay muna sila..atleast di na mabobored si helmie kasi may kasama na sha..

ito naman ang Father dear nila..meet "BrandoN"

Yan naman ang baby ni boyplen..almost one year na rin ang baby nya..nakakumot pa yan sa gabi..

can't wait for our next joyride..sana magspring na para di na malamig...

pahabol:

congrats kay Pacman ..wawa naman face ni Oscar..TKO pa..